No Turning Back

Well Lord!! Here I am again sitting in the last pew and staring at the brown carpet. I try to disengage my thoughts from all the daily distractions.

As I step on the clutch of my brain and shift into neutral the gears slowly spin down and I stain to concentrate on You Lord and what You have done for me.

While I will never be able to repay the debt, I know I must do my part. I must do as You have instructed. I must follow You.

I struggle to leave behind all the trappings of the netherworld.

While I am sure I would be welcomed back there with open arms I know I have no place there.

So! No turning back for me. I have reached the point of no return.

I know I don’t want to be back there and…I can not accept any back sliding.

I must not be distracted nor turn away from you, Lord.


Please Lord Jesus,

Let Your wisdom be my guide
And keep me safe from my pride
In Your love I must abide
As I’m along for the ride

Amen

11/30/2007